Chapter 54 : Chasing Pavements

 

  Lyrics: I've made up my mind, don't need to think it over if I'm wrong I am right, Don't need to look no further this ain't lust, I know, this is love, but, if I tell the world, I'll never say enough cause it was not said to you and that's exactly what I need to do if I, end up with you, should I give up or should I just keep chasing pavements, even if it leads nowhere, or would it be a waste even if I knew my place, should I leave it there, should I give up or should I just keep chasing pavements, even if it leads nowhere, yeah, should I give up or should I just keep chasing pavements, even if it leads nowhere, or would it be a waste even if I knew my place, should I leave it there, should I give up, or should I just keep on, chasing, pavements, should I just, keep on, chasing, pavements, ohhh, should I give up, or should I just keep chasing pavements, even if it leads nowhere, or would it be a waste, even if I knew my place, should I leave it there, should I give up, or should I just keep chasing pavements, even if it leads nowhere.   --------------------------------------------------------   As most of you should know if you follow me on Twitter, Glee Season 4 is back and they ended off the episode with this song, Chasing Pavements, a lot has been going on my mind while listening to this song. I'm just confused, I can't make up my mind, it's not only a decision of my mind but my heart. My heart says no but my mind asks me to consider. It's like I'm at a crossroads, it may seem like a simple decision to others but I feel rather pressurized, I can't give an answer immediately, I need more time. For the past half year I've been more or less independent, it's just too ridiculous to suddenly accept the change when I already got used to a life like this. I just hate the idea of dragging an anchor from my past to the bright lights of my future. I honestly don't see this going anywhere anymore.   Just a rather off topic chapter today, sorry if I bored you out, look forward to my future chapters though!