We've all been caught in the storm before, I mean figuratively. We all have that moment where we just want to lock ourselves in our rooms, play sad music and bottle up all our problems and not let anyone know because you think no one else would understand you for various reasons. We then start to think a lot, reflect about everything that has happened and start to realise that you've become a mess and that your whole life is a mess too and you just want all your problems and feelings to just fade away for the moment.
You then start to wonder how long of this bullshit you can take before you really have an outburst cause you can't take it anymore and every minute, every second of going through it just makes you suffer and feel like breaking out but you can't cause you then realise that this is reality, you cannot just give up on everything because life is still going to go on even if you choose to give up on it. Whether or not you can pull through, you still have to put that fake mask on to show everyone that you're perfectly fine although deep inside you feel like breaking down. We just get caught in the rush that hides this pain and thus we choose to get caught in the storm.
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