Chapter 67 : Acceptance

I made it.

Chapter 66 : Hurt

I guess we all have been hurt emotionally before. Sometimes emotional hurt can lead to physical hurt as well. For me? I've been emotionally hurt like a billion number of times, so much so that it lead to physical hurt once, but I learnt that it was foolish of me to do so, and to physically hurt yourself is seriously a silly thing to do and nobody should hurt themselves because of any emotional torture or torment. 

I just thought of writing this blog post to anyone who is going through an emotional period, that it may seem hard now but those days will be over and it gets better. As long as you can keep a positive mindset and positive attitude, those days will be over really soon.

Have I ever felt like killing myself? Yes. How did I talk myself out? Listening to songs. Songs are a way to help relieve any emotional stress and get through tough times for me. Talk it out with someone if you need to, someone you can really trust and rely on.

"Just know that days like this don't last forever."

Chapter 65 : What Happened Last Year Part 2

PROM!

Theme: Masquerade

The second and last time I'm attending Prom Night as a West Spring Student. Unfortunately it was held at the same venue, doesn't really make it special apart from the fact that you're attending it with different people! The Prom Games were fun though, Treasure Hunt, going around the room looking for stuff. This year was also different because it was the first time I tried contact lens, I guess contact lens makes me look more mature.

Sat very near the stage, way better than last year where I sat all the way at the back.

The food was exactly more or less the same last year's though....

However, this year was different, there was a door gift for us and one that we can use and keep. A very practically gift.

A class cup to keep as a memento.

Went home straight after Prom cause I'm not a Party Boy! :P

Chapter 64 : An Afternoon of Ambiversion

Met up with Winnie yesterday for Lunch at Strictly Pancakes and High Tea.

I was going to use the app, Feecha, to find this Cafe at Tiong Bahru that was featured on reelity.tv's Web Show but I couldn't find it, since it was nowhere to be found and the fact that I had never been to Tiong Bahru, we decided to go back to Shaw House's The Connoisseur Concerto for High Tea.

FOOD REVIEW:

You have to admit the Pancakes were really awesome and you can choose the type of butter you want for your pancake, I went for unsalted. You can also add scrambled eggs, bacon, I think I saw Kinder Bueno or just a chocolate bar in one of the plates they were serving. You can have special pancakes as well such as Potato, Mushroom and Cheese, Crabs too! The ambiance of the place was cozy and relaxing, great place for meet up with old friends or just casual friends or a date with your loved ones!

Rating: ★★★☆☆

3/5

Address:

44A Prinsep Street

Singapore 188674

Tel: 63334202

OR

81 Upper East Coast Road

Singapore 455220

Tel: 64487332

Website: www.strictlypancakes.com.sg

I just love Oreo Milkshake!

Talked about personal stuff & that's all.

Chapter 63 : Summertime Sadness

Have you ever had those days that you just feel so down and nothing around you could make up for that emptiness lingering everywhere? It's like you feel so lousy and like you'll probably never be good enough for all the things you love. If you know me, you'll know I'm not the kind of guy who is all cool and confident, I take things the hard way when it comes to failure and rejections. Although I constantly condition myself into believing that I can do it even though I blew my dream at DPA, guess I'm wrong. I've probably been expecting too much of myself when I know there's a certain limit I can reach. Days like today make me realize how small I am compared to this world, and how good you have to be in order to stand out of the crowd and shine. No one deemed me inferior, but I just feel so little, so unworthy. I'm not practicing self-loathing here, but I'm just questioning myself if I can ever be THAT good. sigh. Sometimes we all need to understand that no matter how much you put in, it's not necessary you'll gain back. The quote "We ripe what we sow." It's probably only true to a certain extent.

Not in the mood to do anything else. Guess I'll just soak myself in Rachel Berry's awesome-ness for the day. I'll be fine, just not today. Promise the post on prom and working life would be up soon.

"I have so many thoughts inside me that I want to say but I'm not sure how to say them, so I keep them bottled inside but one day they're all gonna spill out and I'm afraid of how that's gonna turn out"

Chapter 62 : What Happened Last Year Part 1

If you didn't already realize, I did not blog for the month of December 2012.

Why?

That's because I was working for Arvarto Digital Services' Golden Partner, Microsoft. Yes, Microsoft the one that we use on our computers unless you're an Apple user.

So I'm gonna make a 3 part-er post of the exciting things that happened but didn't have the time to blog about it. (Prom Preparation, Prom, Work at Microsoft)

Top of the list;

Prom Preparation.

Li Jie, Xin Yie and I met up at town the day before Prom Night to settle the last minute prom things we need, and my mask cause the theme this year was Masquerade. It was like super late by the time we reached there and just got everything we could at the shops that were still opened.

Till my next post about the actual Prom Night!

Chapter 61 : New Year.New Poster

Chapter 60 : Back

Chapter 59 : Results Day

Hi,

Today will be the release of the GCE 'O' Level Results at about 2pm and I can't believe I'm still blogging now when I should be getting prepared physically and mentally but who cares. I may seem very nonchalant about my results but deep inside I am really afraid and I am already expecting the worse. If you've been following and reading my blog since Day 1 I started you would have known that I would definitely love to pursue a diploma in Accountancy more than anything else in this world, will that dream come true for me today after seeing my results or will I have to take another path that will lead to some other complications in my life that I am most probably not ready for. 2013 just came by in a flash and I guess I'm still living in the past cause nothing has really changed, maybe not yet, since I'm still a secondary student till I find out my results.

I know it sounds cliche to be saying that I hope I will get into the course of my dreams and for things to change for the better but I'm still going to say it.

As for all of you readers out there who are also taking your results back today, good luck to you and all the best!

Cheers.